Life is hard and a lot of times people will act unfairly. Decisions will be made against your will, and most days nothing will go right. Things get hard and its fucked up when you feel like you can't do anything about it. Anger and saddness and grief live inside your mind and body and you will feel like there is no one to talk to about it or that there is no "productive" way to express how you feel. Everything you do in life has to serve someone else and never yourself. If you think of yourself, you're selfish. If you live for yourself, you're inconsiderate. Someone higher up on the staircase is controlling all the ropes and all the strings are being pulled taut.
Be free to make your own choices, don't let them scare you out of it. You are the pilot of your life, let those who love you and you love back be the wind that carries you. Scream into the void and let nothing or something or everything answer back. If you listen, it will answer back. Say "fuck you" to the system that forces you to slave your life away. Make all the moments you live in your own. BE in the moments you live in. Don't force yourself to be around shitty people who do shitty things and make you feel bad about yourself. Cut the string when it's pulled too tight. Let it break. And then jump off the staircase and let yourself fly.
here's my twitch if you want, i go live sometimes
